I was shivering, I parked in front of a sex kino I found online! The description said it had a cinema and individual cabins with glory holes! and even a couples room I found it amazing.I had never touched another mans cock, I only felt the desire building inside of me with every time I crossdressed. I felt like every step I had taken so far – secretly crossdressing in my mum’s pantyhose, buying my own nylons, renting a hotel room to dress in, shaving my legs and ass, making 10s of hours of cam2cam exposing myself to men while dressed as a woman and then actually stepping outdoors dressed in nylons deleted all led to this, me in front of the sex cinema dressed in nylons and a sexy purple dress under a pair of jeans and a jacket . I had my photocamera and my high heels in a bag as well as some clothes to change into thinking I will want to take pictures in some other clothes too. Thinking back on it I regret not trying more stuff on since I had it on me!I went in! The only thing I didn’t have was a wig so at first I looked around the store to find a wig but they had none! After a few minutes I was shivering even harder and decided it is now or newer so I went to the desk and asked how much costed to go in not even realising I had opened my jacket and the cashier could plainly see the dress I had beneath until I saw him staring at me! I was so ashamed he saw me like that, but still, I went in.and boy was I in for a surprise. The two other sex cinemas I had been in were deserted but this one had quite a few guests. they were walking around the booths, some wanking their dicks in plain sight, it got me a bit scared, thinking I might end up ****d, so I started walking around too, looking for a more retreated booth I could take pics in, but I had no luck, there were men everywhere – an older fatter daddy with no shirt on, walking in the hallway with his dick in his hand looking at me, a younger man dressed in jeans and a leather jacket and a few middle-aged men, some with their dicks in sight. The older guy rubbed his dick against me when I went by him, which scared me a bit more – what had I gotten myself into? I browsed around a little bit hesitating. Remember I was still wearing my men clothes on top of the feminine clothing at this time.Finally I decided to pick a booth and see what happens. I went in, and undressed While Undressing I noticed movement in the booth next to me and I felt someone was watching from time to time. It was amazing. I felt a rush, someone was close to me and interested in me dressed like a woman. I took a peek through the glory hole and surprise, there was the old guy looking at me, smiling! I felt scared, he had seen me as a man when I went into the booth and now he was seeing me as the gay crossdressing sissy slut I was, but it was so good, being the object of desire for a man!So i approached my leg to the hole, at first he touched my legs and said they were delicious, hairless, ladylike. I prepared my camera, I wanted to catch a shot of his hands groaping me, but he was too fast, he put his dick through, I wanted to touch it, I wanted it to touch me. It was my first time a dick was touching my body Then I turned around I rubbed my whole ass and my legs against his cock. And then I pulled back, I was ashamed of what I was doing, kept telling myself I am not gay. But there was a fire inside me raging, wanting more. I put my head in front of the hole again and looked on the other side and saw his face 10 cm away watching me, blowing me a kiss. I stood up, put one of my finger through the hole and made him a sign he should approach. He put his cock back and after some nylon play I grabbed his cock It was the softest thing I had ever felt, I was amazed of how good it felt in my hand, of how it started growing. At the same time I was thinking of the dreadful moment I would have to come out and face all the other men who were out there – I had seen some of them in the door way of the old man’s booth when I looked, they were looking yearning, and I had no idea if they would let me stop when I wanted or force me do what I did not want and **** me in every imaginable way. But I had another man’s cock in my hand and it felt fabulous so I kept going and I kept going doing the handjob! i was so excited I kissed his cock, it was hot, a bit salty and it smelled like fish mixed with urine, it drove me crazy, knowing I was the whore of a sleazy,filthy man, I was ashamed of myself but I could not think of it I had to take his cock in my mouth, I was stupid not to bring a condom with but that did not stop me. I wanted his cock in my throat! I even forgot to take those pics I wanted so much with my mouth stuffed with cock.And a few seconds afterwards he came in my mouth while making some terrifying orgasm sounds. I stood up, spit some of his cum on the floor and took a pic to have the proof for my Master, Master Secre that encouraged me The rest of the cum I kept in my mouth while i rubbed my clity through the pantyhose and the panties until I came and swallowed while cumming. Once I cum, as usual I became overwhelmed with shame, I started dressing, I was disgusted by myself and now I regret not staying longer, changing clothes and having more fun, as another cock slid into the glory hole. I was terrified of going out, I thought they would gang **** me especially because the owner of the new cock kept telling me in very nasty words that it is not nice of me to leave him hanging like this!When I opened the door there was a queue of man waiting to enter the booth next to mine! They all seemed surprised to see me leave but did not say anything! they did not even touch me, except for the old men who was waiting close to the exit and who grabbed my ass and spanked my face once telling me I am a good slut and that if I want I can go with him to the couple’s room while the others are watching. I was scared and still am of anal so I ran out the door to my car and back home. That night I had 2 cam2cam, slept in those clothes, dreaming of soft cock touching my nyloned ass and feet and woke up regretting not having pleasured more cocks. I still do and can hardly wait going back for more! I will be in Geneva between the 5th and 9th of February! Anyone want to meet me to take pics of me as a Girl?Any ideas for what I should do next? Any advice?